So, I was at home, doing research like I usually do, because I love doing research and learning each and every day about Earthly life.
And I was sitting in the kitchen, just reading The Bible, and I was reading about Lazarus’s resurrection, and I was reading what was happening after he was resurrected and all of a sudden, I got a feeling that something was off. So, I go back and reread it, and once again, there was a feeling that came over me that something was off.
So, what I did was I went into my room, locked the door, sat on the floor and I meditated and reflected on that passage in The Bible. And of course, I said in a normal tone of voice “Source (or God) please enlighten me on why the passage of Lazarus’s resurrection seemed weird to my spirit.” And I sat there for about 2 maybe 3 hours, and I didn’t receive an answer.
A little bit of background, so I have learned that if you’re reading something or conversing with someone and something feels off, that’s because usually something is off. Some people believe that demons are involved when you have doubts, but it has been my experience that when you have doubts that’s actually your spirit communicating with you that something isn’t right. Now, sometimes I will receive an answer immediately, while other times I’ll receive an answer at a later date. It largely depends on your vibrational state. Lemme explain. So whenever we incarnate inside these Avatars, what happens is that an energy shield is created. We call this, in the Spiritual World, your aura. Everything in our reality has an aura. The desk I’m typing on has an aura. The keyboard I’m typing on has an aura. The chair I’m sitting on has an aura. And the reason why everything has an aura is because everything was made from materials found on Earth. And because God is in everything, everything has a consciousness. And it doesn’t matter if you cut down a tree to make a table, because energy can change form. All you did was shape a tree into a table, and because the Law of Conservation states that Energy can neither be created nor destroyed, Energy is eternal. Our souls are nothing but pure energy, and so is God. This also means that technically we’ve been here as long as God has been here, cause our Spirit (or consciousness) was once a part of God, and because our individual Spirit is given Free Will from God, we were still a part of God from the very get go.
But, I got off track….so as a hueman we primarily have 2 different vibrational states, high vibration and low vibration. When you are in a high vibration, you’re generally calm, very content, sometimes you can experience what they call a “natural high” because I have had that happen to me before. When you are in a high vibrational state, you are in a state of contentment, and because you are in a state of contentment, you tend to be able to manifest things easier. And any question you throw out to the Universe, depending on how high you vibrate, the answer can be instantaneous.
And then you can be in, what’s called, a low vibrational state. Basically any negative emotion causes us to go into this state. It’s harder to manifest anything in this state and you don’t always receive your answers immediately. This is a state that happens from time to time, but I do have a vice that I’m trying to get rid of, cause it does lower my vibration quite a bit.
So, needless to say, for a while I was in a low vibration. But, I didn’t let that deter me from figuring out why that particular passage in The Bible was odd to me. It took about 4-5 days of meditation to figure it out, but I finally got my answer.
It was only after Lazarus was resurrected was when something would feel really off. So, something I did, just to kind of see if there was any correlation, was I went to a different part of The Bible about another resurrection. And it was only after reading someone getting resurrected that I would get the same feeling. So it wasn’t just specific on Lazarus, but it was anyone that would get resurrected, this also included Jesus’s resurrection too.
When I finally received my answer, I happened to be in a high vibe. And now I finally innerstand why I would get a bad feeling about these passages. In The Bible, whenever someone is resurrected from the dead, I noticed that there’s no record of the person who was resurrected talking about the afterlife. Yeah, it would say they were resurrected from the dead, but you never hear the person who was resurrected talking about what it is they saw, or what they experienced on the other side. And to me, that was kind of wild.
Whenever someone has an NDE (or Near Death Experience) usually they talk about what it was they experienced. Now there are some NDE’s where the soul experienced a hellish landscape, and those you don’t really hear a whole lot about, but it is something that happens. And I’m sure you can infer as to why those people don’t talk about it, cause it was probably traumatic. But then you have the good NDE’s where they meet with an angel or possibly even Jesus himself and they have a pleasant time.
But…in The Bible, you get no account of anything that happened while the person was still dead. And, unless all of these souls experienced trauma on the other side, I highly doubt anyone would remain quiet about what it was they saw. Take Lazarus for example, now we don’t know exactly where Lazarus ended up, but some people have inferred that more than likely he experienced paradise while he was dead. And, while I don’t typically go by what someone infers, cause inferring something is a fancy word for “guess”, just as a what-if scenario, if Lazarus ended up in Paradise, why are we not seeing a man say “Why am I back here?! I had such a blast with St. Michael and all the saints! I want to go back!”? But he would be excited to tell everyone about what the other side looked like and what it entailed! I mean, I guess it’s possible that everyone (with the exception of Jesus) who was resurrected may have went through some traumatic things, but surely some of them went to Paradise!
So now I’m going to have to reflect on this, but it just comes to show you that not even I have all the answers. This is why I research, cause I have a thirst for wanting the truth. Yeah, maybe I’m one of the biggest skeptics out there, but I don’t want to be lied to anymore. Even half-truths, while yeah….you get some truth to it, I want the full truth! I feel like I’ve been robbed of the truth, and I will not stop until all my questions are answered. And yes, I realize that probably in this lifetime, all my questions won’t be answered, but I’ve found the answers to some of life’s toughest questions. With Source (or God) anything is possible. We live in a Universe full of possibilities. There’s an answer out there somewhere!
If any of you have anything you want to add, I’d be more than willing to listen.
. This is a non-argument by Miesel and can be safely ignored.