Oh how I miss being in contact with people who loved and innerstood me. This Earth family I was born into is something else, cause there are moments where I just don’t get it. But when I was in contact with my soul family, I felt valued. I felt like anything I contributed to my soul family was given precedence. And then, of course that stupid 2-letter word (First letter being the first letter of the alphabet, second letter being the 9th letter of the alphabet. I don’t actually say the word because otherwise it gets alerted that I mentioned it.), but that stupid 2-letter word tore me apart from my soul family. All of them are in Germany doing very beautiful things, and I’m stuck here, with my Earth family and it is very daunting. Oh how I wish I was there. They’re going to thrive and do so much good for our broken world!
I bring that up, because I had another bone to pick with a family member. Yesterday, I went to my Mother’s house because she needed help trying to get her new computer to have everything her old computer had on it. It was a pretty straight-forward process, just importing her stuff was all I did. I normally don’t bring up religion with my Mother, because we both know where we both stand on the subject of religion, and I don’t see my Mom a whole lot. So I normally don’t bring anything up regarding that subject, because if I’m being honest I really truly love my Mother and really I kind of look up to her. She’s been through 60 something years of hell, and to me she is a brave and beautiful soul. So to keep the peace, I normally will never bring up religion at all, and we really do get along on most other things.
Well, at one point we were trying to watch a movie on my laptop, but my Mom kept falling asleep LOL, which is fine. I eventually just stopped my laptop, and she woke up and we started talking. And, I believe she was the one who eventually said something to the effect of “I don’t wanna be here when the world ends.” And in my mind I thought Oh great…we’re going to have another discussion involving religion, I can see it coming.
So I said to Mom “Well…I don’t think the world is going to end. If anything I think you’ll see something that has never happened ever since this planet was terraformed, and I think you’re going to see more unity than ever before.” And, we got to talking more about religion and such.
So, I’m not going to bore you with too much of the details, because I’m sure you all could see where this was headed. Basically I explained to my Mother that when I was Catholic, I had a lot of doubts. I was never vocal with my doubts, but I had my doubts.
But there was a part in our discussion when I asked her “Do you know why I bring up these ‘Vatican Secret Archives’ stuff? Do you know why I have a funny feeling that we’re not being told everything, and we’re only being fed information that 7 families want us to know? Do you know why I bring all of this up?” And she said “Honestly, I haven’t a clue why you do.” And I said “Because let me give you an example. Let’s say, in these secret archives, that there’s a piece of paper, and on this piece of paper is one big complicated math equation. There’s nothing on this piece of paper that tells you what the equation is for, and the equation has certain variables in it where you can plug in certain numbers and achieve a specific result. Now, for your average person, the average person can look at this piece of paper and say ‘I have no idea what I’m looking at.’ But what if a Mathematician looks at that piece of paper, his eyes get wide, and let’s say the equation he’s looking at is an equation for how to teleport from one area to another area?” And my Mom looked at me funny and she said “Jake, if we were able to teleport, I don’t think that’s something they would hide from us.” And I said “And it’s possible they’re not, but I think they might be. Think about it Mom, I’m pretty sure they’re hiding Alien Technology from us. It would not surprise me in the least if this piece of paper with the Math Equation on it was given to us from a visitor from a different planet!” And my Mom just said “Well…I guess it’s possible, but I just don’t see them hiding that from us.”
And then I said “Well maybe that was a poor example. What if they’re hiding the cure to cancer from us?” And My Mom paused and looked at me oddly and said “Do you honestly think that they’re doing that?” And I said “Well, it’s just weird to me that we have this illness that has been around for a long time, and yet we haven’t found a cure for it yet. What if there was a Spiritual solution for a cure to cancer?” And my Mom said “Jake, if they had the cure, do you honestly think they would hide that from the public?” And I said “Well what if the cure isn’t in English but in Hebrew or something?” My Mom just said “Why are you so hung up on this?”
And I looked at her and I said “This is one of the reasons why I have a problem with this religion. The fact that we even have a Secret Archives is crazy to me! Cause what if there’s something in there that could be so beneficial to huemanity, such as the cure to cancer? Or better yet, what if there’s an answer in those Archives that could finally explain why we have evil in this world?” And she said “Well, I guess it’s possible, but I don’t worry about those things. I’m ok with not knowing everything, cause all I know is that God provides. Faith is good enough for me.” And I said “And that’s fine! I’m glad that you’re ok with not knowing everything. But to me, this is important. I mean, if we really have the cure to cancer in those archives, I’d want to know what it is. With God, anything is possible Mom!”
This reminds me of that classic story in The Bible, the story of Adam and Eve in Genesis, the very first book in The Bible. It reminds me of this story, because I really do not innerstand why God acts the way he does. So, God creates Adam and Eve right? And God says “You may eat of any fruit of any tree in this Garden, but you are to not eat from the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil.” So let’s break this story down, cause this is crazy to me.
So, first thing is Catholic’s believe their God is all-knowing. So this instantly cracks me up. So God, when he was in the middle of creating Adam and Eve, God already knew well in advance that Adam and Eve would take a bite from the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil. So my question is Why waste your time creating a man and a woman who would disobey you? If God is more intelligent than any of us, then why would he create a man and a woman that would ultimately betray Him. So either God is all-knowing and likes to waste his time creating people who would ultimately betray his trust, that He throws out of the Garden or God isn’t all-knowing and had no idea that Adam and Eve would do such a thing. It’s either one or the other, but it can’t be both.
But, here’s what really confuses me. Why would a loving and benevolent God tell a man and a woman created in His image to not eat of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil? You mean to tell me that God doesn’t want his Creation to know the difference between Good and Evil? You mean to tell me that God wants us to remain willfully ignorant for the rest of our lives? That doesn’t sound like something a loving Father would do. What also gets me is, why isn’t Adam or Eve, when they are told not to eat of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, why didn’t they ask God why? Or did they ask God why and God refused to answer them? This sounds really made up to me, because God would want his Creation to be knowledgeable, he wouldn’t want to leave anything in the dark or to the imagination. Only Satan would want God’s Creation to remain in darkness, so why this loving God desires his Creation to not eat of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil is really weird to me. Knowledge is a good thing and should never be frowned upon, so that’s not adding up to me either.
All I’m asking, from the Church hierarchy, is to leave every bit of information about this religion to the public. Don’t be hiding anything, give us the full story and let us decide what is good and loving and what isn’t. If you can’t show us everything, than do me a favor and at the very least show us all 777 books of The Bible. Yes, I innerstand, there’s a lot of these books that don’t follow cannon or dogma, but, if what the Church Hierarchy says is true, than we should arrive at the same conclusion that a vast majority of those books are non-canonnical, or heretical and do not follow the typical Jesus narrative.
But the sad fact is, we’ll never know. We’ll never know if anything that they are hiding from us can answer some very Theological questions such as, why is evil in the world? We’ll never know if anything in those archives have the ability to cure someone of cancer? Nope, let’s just keep a lot of secrets to the general public and run our business so crookedly it’s not even funny.
And I will end with this: I do not know a whole lot that is in those Archives, but I do know that there’s certain pieces of evidence in there that can debunk one of many theories we have in our world! I know exactly what it’s all about, and by debunking this as not a theory but being actually true would blow the minds of even the most intelligent of Scientists.
But no, let’s leave people in the dark. All we are are a bunch of sheep to them anyways, in need of a shepard, which is stupid. No, they wants us to be sheep so they can lead us to the slaughterhouse is what it is. I’m not a lamb, I’m a bear, and the last thing you want to do with a bear is poke it.