Abandoning prayer/novenas

I’ve decided to abandon the miracle novena on day 29 (petition day 2), because none of my prayers have been answered, it’s only gotten worse. I’ve been supplicating to Mary for over a year, but the more I pray, the worse things get. Dozens of novenas, daily rosaries and many other devotions, so many prayers, all for naught. I’m all the lesser, if anything. I had hundreds of petitions, all unanswered. I can no longer find the strength in me to continue praying. Even holding the rosary now feels like a chore. Supplicants to Mary, please share your answered supplications. I need some encouragement. I am also doing the impossible novena and the perpetual 3 hail mary novena, and honestly I feel like I should abandon them too. Someone told me this happened because I prayed to Mary and not Jesus. I don’t know what to believe anymore