I do got the answer for that.
However. Some wisdom from Book of Job
Job 23:9-17
1: Rebellion against God. Angels or Humans. Where there is free will, there is also the existance of rebellion. If God made us only obey, we would be robots and wouldnt appreciate goodness in life. Therefor evil does exist to contrast the goodness. But God wants us to choose good and not corruption
2: Why does evil happen to the unfortunate. Like lets say a kid who got abused, and alas might turn into an abuser. Or why innocent people die? Why doesn’t God help them?
- One answer to that. Its a fallen world. So evil is allowed to exist within that realm
- And, despite the traumas. And the scars. I think wounds can be healed over time. Either through repenting, like for me i apologized to people i can remember i was vicious and cruel to in my upbringing. Humble yourself, confess your sins ( I did on Facebook. Though i think in Catholicism they do it to a priest). But i confessed all the sins i could remember. Which might have been.. in a scandal sense to do. But it does remind me to remember the Lord that way. And be upright. So through that, one can repent, get forgiveness. Aswell as forgive, if you need or want to forgive a person who might have done you wrong aswell
- Although… i have one last theory. Diseases, cancer. Why doesn’t God stop them? Again i don’t think he intervenes to remind us of our sins. The grace saves us. But the fallen world i think is in his power, as a reminder of who God, the Lord is. Its his ways, not ours. We can only obey. Thats my theory to that
I think path to helping me with that trauma (Well ok i didnt nearly have it as bad as some other) But to add to the “Misery loves company bit”.
In the episode 1+2 of “Walker Texas Ranger”. There is this girl who has been assaulted. So she acts like a vegetable, like she doesn’t say anything or speak. Until this moment. And… this more or less is what helped me get through rough stuff in life. A really well written scene (Unsure if i posted it before) But this scene has done so much to make me feel like life is worth living. Aswell as to live for God and others.