This Sunday’s Scripture Readings talk about the authority given to the Apostles. In the Gospel of John (chapter 20) “[Jesus] breathed on [the apostles] and said to them,
‘Receive the Holy Spirit. Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them,
and whose sins you retain are retained.’”
And in the first Reading (Acts Chapter 5), we see “Yet more than ever, believers in the Lord, great numbers of men and women, were added to them. Thus they even carried the sick out into the streets and laid them on cots and mats so that when Peter came by, at least his shadow might fall on one or another of them. A large number of people from the towns in the vicinity of Jerusalem also gathered, bringing the sick and those disturbed by unclean spirits, and they were all cured.”
Christ gave the apostles and their successors a certain authority and responsibility.
The rules of the Church are not what saves us. The merits of Jesus on the Cross is what saves us. And Jesus gifted us with tangible ways in which his grace is poured out (Baptism, Confirmation, The Eucharist, Reconciliation, etc.)
When Jesus healed a blind man, he used mud. He didn’t have to use mud, but he did. Jesus did not have to use water to Baptize, but He did/does. He did not need to use bread and wine, but He did/does. You can say these things do not matter, but Jesus does. He taught the Apostles to Baptize. He taught them to remember/recognize Him in the Holy Eucharist.
We agree that if you do not have love, then none of these things matter. God gave us free-will to receive His grace and what we do with His gift of grace matters even more than the matter that is used to share God’s grace with the faithful.
When we receive(d) Baptism, we are buried with Christ and raise up a new. When we receive Holy Communion, we are to become Eucharist, a living sacrifice to others. And we do this in cooperation with God’s grace.
You are spiritual and not religious, a common phrase uttered uttered these days. But, both the spiritual and religious aspects of our Faith are important. For one without the other is unBiblical. If you have religion, but not a relationship with Christ and with others, then what do you have, but a bunch of rules. And if you have spiritual, but you do not have orthodoxy, then you will fall for worldly ideas.
Jesus founded a Church in the Apostles and their successors. And He gave you free will to accept this or to reject this. He did not come to pass out Bibles nor plant 50 million churches, all teaching different things contrary to one another. Jesus Prayed that Christians might have unity. Jesus is the Word made Flesh, and it is in Him that we belong.